kill me dear! "russian roulette"

Take a breath, take it deep

Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says, close you eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my cheat
That I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

* nak jadi pembunuh, kita kena kejam...kill your feeling 1st then u can kill others*
*petikan dari seorang kawan yang sangat tabah*
*miss u dear*